How about y’all not whisper so loud? If you don’t want me around then say so. Tell me I’m a shitty person to my face. “He invited himself…” my fucking bad for trying to be included in a group or friends I love being around. Don’t worry I won’t make the same mistake anymore. If that’s how you wanna see me so fucking be it.
What am I suppose to say? Even if I say out loud how I feel, does it even matter? At the end of the day, you made your choice. I’ve already put my heart on my sleeves but I won’t make that mistake again. I know I haven’t moved on completely but at least I know I’m almost there. It took awhile. Heartbreaks are never easy. I guess if the relationship was real and genuine, it shouldn’t be easy.
I still hope you’re happy even if it’s not with me.